Analia Faith

DATE: November 09, 2023 1:30 AM Why is it difficult for me to remember everything He taught me? Sometimes, I'm thinking... Am I bad if I wish I wasn't born here in the world? I feel guilty... and I can't stop overthinking what will happen next. Perhaps I'm wishing not to be born because of the upcoming judgment that I need to face after I die and get my glorified body. I feel bad for continuing to stumble... The spirit of lust isn't too easy to fight with, but I know I don't have the strength to fight it alone because I need God's help to make them stop... but sometimes I'm thinking... Maybe it's not these spirits fault, but I'm fighting with my own flesh.. I realized that I always said these spirits were the reason why I got to stumble and drown in the mud. At first, they did... yes, I'm sure.. but what about next? I don't think so.  We, Christians, always thought they were the only reason to swim in the midst of sin... No, they are not ...