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DEVOTIONS #1

DATE: November 09, 2023 1:30 AM

Why is it difficult for me to remember everything He taught me? Sometimes, I'm thinking... Am I bad if I wish I wasn't born here in the world? I feel guilty... and I can't stop overthinking what will happen next. Perhaps I'm wishing not to be born because of the upcoming judgment that I need to face after I die and get my glorified body. I feel bad for continuing to stumble...


The spirit of lust isn't too easy to fight with, but I know I don't have the strength to fight it alone because I need God's help to make them stop... but sometimes I'm thinking... Maybe it's not these spirits fault, but I'm fighting with my own flesh.. I realized that I always said these spirits were the reason why I got to stumble and drown in the mud. At first, they did... yes, I'm sure.. but what about next? I don't think so. 


We, Christians, always thought they were the only reason to swim in the midst of sin... No, they are not the only ones because we are fighting for ourselves/flesh, world, and these spirits keep tempting us to commit bad acts against God's laws.


 We can't reason out to Him that these spirits are tempting us because we MUST resist the temptations. We MUST deny ourselves and resist our carnal desires, especially when it comes to sexual immorality. Sometimes we think it's difficult to fight because we have done it multiple times until we finally get comfortable committing those sins. The Lord can search our hearts; He wants us to do our parts, too. Like how the Father reminded His child not to do something that may harm our future (soul) but even though He already reminded His child... It depends on His child if he or she will do anything to fight with it.


So... We can't deceive the Lord because He knows, too, if we are trying to fight the temptations... He knows if we willingly drag ourselves into the pits of muddy sin. Lord, please search my heart because I don't know what I'm going to do anymore. Am I willing to do it? If yes, please help me... to fight my fleshly desire to commit something bad against your laws. 


Please save me. Give my spirit a desire to obey your commandments, and make my heart burn to love you with all my heart. mind... and soul..


-Analia Faith 

 

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